Life

This concept of life can be a tricky concept. We don’t know if it is really just a dream, if robots did take over the world and this is all a simulation, and the big, what happens when Life is over. For me, Life is worth living. Just going day by day and trying to be the best you were. If I live each day with fear, and with paranoia, that wouldn’t be a life that I find worth living. This was my state of mind two years ago. Everything was bad, all I saw was darkness and there was no escaping it. Then My life changed. I would even go as far and Quote the Broadway musical performance  – Wicked- and say “Everything has changed for good”. From all that Darkness, all the time spent digging a hole so deep that I wouldn’t be able to climb out. I found my light. The light that brought me to life.

Sometimes I always like to think back on what terrible way I was treating myself. I wouldn’t be eating,would  barely sleep, had no water intake. I was living a really bad life. Since we only have one to live, I wanted to change that. That meant I had to change me. I don’t know if anyone else has done this, but, it is really hard to do. It is really hard to take a look at who you’ve become, look in the mirror and hate the reflection. The fight to change was the hardest part. I basically hit a reset button and carried on.

 

My reset was me getting Bella. Me training Bella filled in those bad thoughts. Me Going outside with her, on walks, really helped clearing my head. Without her I would have no Life. With her, I am Happy.